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December 09 '萤火虫消失之后,那光的轨迹仍久久地印在我脑海中。'自从对那栋房子有好奇感以来,这是头一遭没有透过车窗探头往里看。而原因也单纯的可以,无非是累了,在车里睡着了。若不是好心的外国阿姨把我叫醒,我一定连自己那站也会错过,导致的结果就是没有末班车送我回来,也许得要露宿街头。。。。不过感谢老天还是对我好的。。没有让我吃那种苦头。。
但是什么事情只要一有开头,就无法避免要再次的发生。。。。。。如我所料,第二天我又睡过了,然后今天又错过了,这次是坐在车上看书看过了。 没有探究到任何有关于那房子更多一点的讯息,对那栋房子的好奇,以及对房子的主人的好奇没有那么强烈了,甚至忘了当初为什么会觉得好奇。 我现在想要表达什么?我也不大清楚。因为我现在什么也没有在想,所以写出来的也只是没有思想的大白话。。。。 November 27 I HATE......for as long as wht i know about myself, i believe i wasn't: ----------I AM NOT A TOUGH PERSON---------- Like the Global Warming, it is doomed: ----------A YEAR FOR CHANGE, AND WAS FORCED---------- WHICH MEANS----------I AM SUFFERED
In another way of thinking wht I've suffered from so far, (since the very beginning this year), it may the pay back time for wht I did wrong or didn't do proper years and years before (when i was at stupid young age and didn't know wht is 'PAY BACK')..........but still, others makes me confused. Sometimes i thought i could smooth out, 'who wants to built up a team of enermies?'----yeah, tht's wht i was telling myself. However, i forgot everyone has a limit..........and this time, i'm absolutely reached my limits.........in many things!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, they're all small things, but they hurts. I'm not telling ppl " just F*$@ up n listen to me!!!", i didn't do proper and i should be sorry, but both parties has faults, u can't just throw out words and then only rely on the other..........u think u r my boss..... ? ........ Hey, I'd wish I own an insurence company myself !!!!!!!!!
i apolojize for who I offened .......feelings hurts me a lot......JUST A TIME FOR SHOUT !!!!!!!!! .......................................................................................................................................................................... November 24 军队?士兵?阿!!!007!!!!!In The Day Time:
Victoria Barracks...........................之第一次的交集。。。
一道厚厚的围墙,把市中心的喧嚣繁华隔开来。黑色大石头的建筑,绿得发亮的草坪,和几门大炮雕塑,向游人们宣告它的严肃不可侵犯。
或许是我从来没有在繁忙的时段从这里经过,即使经过也只是远远扫过一眼,知道这种地方无意被闲人打扰,所以顶多瞻仰瞻仰它的神秘和一点点的威严,毕竟这样的地方和我的生活应该够不上什么交集。
However,我就是去了!到里面边玩边training了半天,吃了顿饭。。。。。第一次去,得有人接,外面有四、五个站岗的,进去要挂牌,然后不能随便到处跑。战战兢兢的,像电影里面一样。感觉一般般。。。。。不过有看到一、两个特别帅的军官哦,发花痴?哎,我也有看美女的兴趣,可是这儿要上哪儿去找。。。。。?
In The Night Time:
昨天在上篇日志里头提到他的那个俊美男孩了,不过。。。。。好像没有上次那么俊了,难道是近距离让美感消失了?
晚上受伤严重。。。。撞到头,烫到手指头,扭到腰。。。。看来我是人老骨头硬了,得找份办公室坐着的工作了。。。。。。喀喀喀。
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